I'm sorry, but i teared.

Do you actually understand how i feel? You know, sometimes when i cry in silence, it means that i don't want you or anybody else to know. Just wished a big hug from you from the back. You don't know when i'm happy, or when i'm sad. You changed, you're not the old baby which i used to know. You totally changed. K, you changed, i don't mind. I tolerate all those nonsense that you've treated me. Probably i failed to be your good girlfriend. I know i'm childish, i know i'm troublesome. I know what you guys think of girls.. I just kept it all to myself. I know sometimes you find me irritating or annoying. Yes, it's all because that i loved you too deep, i cared so much fr you. Sometimes, you hurt me w the words you've spoken out harshly without thinking. Yeah, sorrysorrysorry. I've cried alot of you, did you? You used to, but now no more. I thought if you'd really cry fr me, it somehow means that you really love me alot.. Now? You really changed. I want a old nwh. I don't want the new one. Idontknow how many days have i been crying. Really really really, i want the old you back. I just want to be happy w you around. Just wanna be happy w you, is that really so hard. I don't mind getting hurt, no matter how much of pain, i'm still gonna tolerate.. I guess i loved you way too deep... Do you really love me as how much i've loved you? ♥